When it happened its as if my body was laying there but I was on the ceiling watching it all my eyes were closed my mouth was shut my heart was going fast and my hands were glued to the edge of the bed and why didn’t I say no why didn’t I say I have to go because my mind told my heart that you had let me go I wanted to feel love but the kind i yearned from you the kindness he gave was the one i had with you and the way he said everything will be okay was what i dreamed would cross your lips too….See my intentions were never to hurt you but to stop the hurt that was caused cause the lack of you…I felt alone betrayed and like sorta in a daze but I should have known one day I would have to tell you the truth….i regret every touch kiss or glance I regret the thought that started the entire romance but most of all I regret not reading your heart and knowing from the start that it would affect you…I’m sorry